Sometimes, i feel so goddamn irritated and so freakin' annoyed at those people whom i ain't got no power at all to contradict...maybe because things aren't ot of my grasp and things are just freakin' blocked by unavoidable circumstances that's squeezin' my freakin' head to be on the verge of bein' so damn pissed off! I kind of hate it when the situation calls for me to assert my right yet things get so crammed off and so jammed up and i feel maimed and unable to do somethin' to get this out of my system...AAARRGHH!!!Things are gettin' under my skin nowadays...why on earth do i be this unlucky to have all this kind of bloody problems that's pavin' my way down the looney bin!I feel so motherfuckin' frustrated and i feel too stupid and so damn useless. Boy, do i feel this wasted havin' to deal with watching my miserable life goin' down the drain...Even so that i really wanna do it my way...Why do i never had any freakin' chance of getting a stroke of luckiness, for chrissake!?! Just now, i'm bloggin' and ranting my guts out in this blog to release my hatred and my fuming anger...after a long time of silence and of shutting up!I still have a lot of freakin' stuff to unload here just so because i'm at my wits end but...i gotta go and induce some medicine on the stubbornest kid in the whole wide world!MY FIRSTBORN!
27, MAY 2005
started: 09:57pm
finished: 10:18pm
screwed up & pissed off mood
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