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Monday, February 14, 2011
It Feels Weird...
Having finally married to the man i am living with for the past eleven years is somewhat crazy... I don't actually know how to put it and then I don't actually know where it is coming from yet there's this really weird feeling of peacefulness emanating from within me that makes me feel kinda eerie on the whole shenanigan of the event.
However, I don't really get it because it seems quite the same for him, like there's this invisible safety net somewhere, like a fail safe cocoon that makes us feel warm and comfy, all safe and secured.
Well, how's that for laughs? Why? Because we've been together way before our friends got married and separated... We had 3 children first before they have theirs....85% of our 11 years are all about pain, fighting, hurt, sacrifice and nothing worth of what we call happy vibe. Whadd'ya know, we're the couple in the group that didn't drifted way apart not to get back to each other again... We fought the most! We hurt each other the most! We hated each other the most and I guess we can't stand each other the most.... so maybe, that's what brings us together, our 95% difference. Maybe we hate the most and fight the most because we are the ones who loved each other the most...
Perhaps that's what made him decide, it's time... (See, take it from me. Don't insist yourself on someone who doesn't want you, who knows when the right time comes... that same person who didn't want you would be the one insisting his life on you... hehe)
In layman's term: Huwag mamilit ng ayaw sa'yo kasi darating ang panahon yang ayaw na yan sayo ang mamimilit... hehe maghintay ka lang.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
to shanna
my dear, there must be a glitch in my blogger account as i always end up posting on your wall instead of mine..so sorry! thank you.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
sentimental mode...
It has never been a question of who has forgotten and who forgets... but sometimes, you know what's sad? Twas when you never had the chance to understand things clearly 'cause twasn't explained to you... There's a definite pain on being the only one who remembers...
Friday, May 14, 2010
Saturday, April 10, 2010
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